young n restless. kununnyerh.

smlm isra' mikraj n today knr plak berdepan dengan future.
echeh. arini ari mid year KPI gue.
it's not bad or gud. enuff said.
y?

me vs devil
sumtimes even when u did ur job well...ppl just want to point at ur weakness.
(time nih issue tak datang hari tandatangan menjadi issue yg hangat. part aku siap smerk projects on time cepat jerh skip cepat2. sial.)
sbb he knows this is his last chance to be in the room with me.
after this i wont do his projects anymore.
tuhan lebih tahu. mungkin berkat kesabaran..akhirnyerh doa aku dimakbulkan jugerh.
bye big ass boss.
as next month i wont reporting under him anymore.

me vs angel
i cant really say she's an angel or wut.
it's juz dat it's a relief she's there to say all the nice words.
n thx for this;
"how old are u rai?"
"25 this year..."
"wut?? u r just 25?"
(muka aku tuer ker? dis is da first time ppl think im older than my age)
"err.yaps."
"blablabla u r still young and u r talented. n u really have a lot of potentials. blablabla"

okei. thx ms. angel. it's such a nice words and it makes me feel better. at least sumone appreciate wut i did here.

kesimpulan
when u r in a big office...u shud have this kind of attitude; "terer bodek" all the ppl.
i dun have dat skill at all. if im comfortable with the ppl, automatically ill be friendly enuff.
da prob is being designers u dun have time to go around and chit chat bersama azwan with all da ppl in da office.
all i can say is...it's not easy especially when dealing with all da ppl who have different background...

nway...
kerja apa yang senang kan. haha.
i take it as apart of life.
smthg dat i shud live with. deal with. either i like it or not.
i guess i shud puasa more.
as i find out i managed to control my emotions better when im fasting.

n thx to today as balik kjr td tros jerh decide bli tiket bas g balik batu pahat weekend ni as wan takmo teman balik. huhu. so mak, buatla pulut kuning. huhu. saya mahu pulang~