da crying baby

yesterday kan im so stressed up rite..
today there's kind of a bit drama in da office.

yeah~im so proud to tell dat im da crying baby~
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as it is sooooooooooooooooooooo damn hardddddddddddddd to please ppl with da right images for da website rite....so yerterday i simply tried la..
so today got a meeting wif da big bosses......
so i kind of have so limited time and at da same time i have to do da urgent magic to da website. it's so stress up ok. and yesterday i end up sleeping early. i thought my bf will give da routine gudnite call but he also bz with his stuffs. so he didnt call me up & i end up sleeping till 7. ahaks.

so dis morning i try to sell da idea of da mainpage to my team first but my PM didnt really agree with the ideas.
ohs me and my PM alwaz have those 'love & hate' kind of relationship when it comes to work.
we argue alot in order to achieve those expectation & satisfaction.
so he said smthg during da discussion while those stupid 'C' keep on asking stupid questions to me. so i just told them that i will find another pics to replace it. so end up im so stress up and nearly cry in front of them.

i went to da toilet...
n i cry....
n cry....
n cry again...

hahaha..so by the time when i get back to my place dat 'C' bother me again with her stupid questions..dah selalu sgt aku marah dier...tp mmg dier nih jenis yg tak phm bahasa kot..
so i simply dun reply her messages..
si halim lak aku kata jgn tgok aku coz dat time aku ter cont' nangis lg kt tmpt aku..
naseb lisa n cathy tak perasan...

halim keep on asking me either im ok or not or how can he helped me...
i gather all my pics tgther and put the pics in my drop box and let he choose it. i told him dat i cant stand dis stress anymore. i wont choose any pics anymore.

after dat he choose the women pics for me and helped me to edit it too...
of course la dat time aku da emosik bising jerh mulut aku...but halim rilek jerh tolong..dier mmg kental tak takot ngn aku. remind me of my old guys cliques dulu. dorg sgt la helpful n penyabar ngn aku.
even tho im not really satisfied with the images that he choose, tp as aku lagi fedup nk carik..so let it be. plus byk lg technical thgy yg tak settle bout da web dat i need to take care of.

have a lunch wif lisa, jennifer n halim. n dorg so concern la...try to cool me down. so at last leh la aku gelak2 dah..
so at 1.30 meeting aku da tawakal jerh present aper yg ader...
n time tuh aku mmg nk berserah n ckp bout my probs of doing da thgs especially to choose da right images. so aku tunjuk dier skali proposed web yg byk aku da buat.
yg best tuh da ceo sgtla sporting tolong pilih gambar pompuan2 yg byk gilerh..
it's kinda contradict wif my preference of women but at least it's better to noe wut he wants rather than keeps on doing da same mistake again.

*at last im not too angry at my PM as his opinion is quite da same with the ceo's thinking.
maybe they r both males dats y they have da same thought. like wut my PM said, we guys see the beauty in a women in different ways. harap2 btolla.

so after dat we have a short discussion about the timeline n so all. at da end barulah aku tenang. jennifer tak sudah2 say sori coz pagi td dier tak perasan yg aku tgh stress up. hahaha. aperpon im heppi to have such a great cliques who really concern bout me. not da type of 'kipas2' tp otak kosong n makin lama makin reveal their own weakness n trying to pull me hoping dat im in da same boat as them. NO WAY ok.

*i rather be alone than be sumbody else dat loose their self-principal just to fit in the cliques/ environment.
* i believe dat if u think dat thg is rite, stick wif it. stand on it. defend it. trust me, gud thgs will come back to u.
*no matter how they try to push u down, prove to them dat u r rite.
*again take those critics. keep on improving urself.


sekian trimer kasih. tomolo gonna have nasi lemak for our breakfast. nyums2.

p/s: to cik diana~hope ngko kuat kie melalui ranjau2 kehidupan kjr. hihihi. harap entry ini mengubat ketensinan ko bekerjer d malam ari.