cant take dat away.

Mariah Carey- Cant take that away....
dats my fav theme song dat keeps on playing in my head everytime my self esteem getting low...
there's still no song can beat it...
i have face alot of things by the age of 23...
i have felt how hurts to be heart broken, to be back stabbed, ketidakadilan,
ppl try to let u down, bully u, say bad thgs bout u...
but all those thgs keeps me stronger each day...
yeah..maybe i am like other ordinary gal who try to fulfill their neverending dreams with many obstacles infront....but i promise to myself...dat i will stand still...
no one can truly b trusted...
but try to make gud relationship with all ppl around u..
family, friends, bf..
we cant truly predict wut will happen tomorrow..
all we can do is try to appreciate what we have today n try to live to the fullest...
along the way..some bad thgs might happen..
maybe ur boyfriend betray u and have other gf n left u without giving any strong reason y...
am i become ugly?
my weight increase?
am i not a gud listener?
am i a troublemaker?
but those thgs keeps u learn how to improve urself...
no matter wut the reason is....
always have a respect at urself and other ppl...
always keep dat pride...
wuts gone..let it gone...
keep ur head up...
take a deep breath...
who said life is easy?
who said life is fair?
who said every relationship will end up wif happiness?
we all hope so...
but we must always accept the fate...
we already try our best..
it's neverending a learning process...
eventho u hav him..
u think everthg go on smooth?
along the way..there must have a fight...i mean some fights..or alot of fights...
a pain..a sorrow...it's not easy to handle with those kind of unpleasent feelings...
the more u go tru it..the more u cant cry...
after awhile u calm...everythg will b ok again..sumtimes not..
it will keeps repeating on and on again...
i bcome numb of it...
but we still together maybe by some luck, some faith towards each other...
at the toughest time of our relationship, i tried to remember back the our first feeling dat make us together...
dat feeling helps me to move on...
forgive and forget...
same goes to those workplaces...
if u keep on changing ur job bcoz of work politics...u think everythg's gonna b ok after this?
no..
work politics is everywhere...
u just shud learn how to handle it...
but if da salary is low...and u think u already perform well..
quit ur job dude!
those ppl try to use u.
those on the top hierarchy always make ur life hard...
b careful of them...learn how to handle them to gain their respect towards u..

dats just apart of life...
much more thgs if i describe can go pages...
i heard all those bad experiences....from all my closest friends...
ive gone tru it all too...
sumtimes i felt like im becoming apart of them..
those cruel one..
i become heartless nowadays...
i forgot how to cry..
im selfish...
i admit dat..
but by being so kind, they will hurt u again.
it's better by dis way..
as long i am not disturbing other ppl life..
and as long they not mess wif my life...
i dun care wut ppl want to judge me..
as long my bf not say im a bad person..
of course dat will hurt me alot..
or maybe i have changed to other kind of person dat i didnt realize it by myself...
herms...
no matter wut...i will cont my life...
take a deep breath..
and live...
and keeps on pray...
worldpiece~