i wonder...

i just wonder...
how my parents raise up all the 5 of us..
where me at mmu dat time who need almost 300-500 a month.
wan at uitm dat time also need almost da same amount.
yana still at school dat time. Thx God my 2 elder sisters da kjr n kawen.

now after i werk...even tho got salary increament n so on..i dun think ill be able to raise 3 kids at da higher institute at da same time.
yeah maybe by da time i already get married.
but still?

im talking bout da past not bout future.

arghh...i wonder how.
wut happen those time when their car suddenly broke down?
wut happen those time when suddenly their car need urgent service.
wut happen those time when my course need me to pay some big amount for my assignments/ etc?

i wanna cry plis.
i dunno how they afford to raise all of us.
n i dun wanna know how.
coz i will cry more if i noe bout it.

anggerik merah jgn la sensitip begini. sbb tuh knr rajen2 kejer...smbil berdoa smger sentiasa dimurahkan rezeki, ok?

mak kata mlm ni isyra' mi'raj. yerker? smyg hajat smger smerknyerh baik2 sahaja. smger dimurahkan rezeki kami sekeluarga. smger hari esok lebih baik~