SORRY

dear all...
u noe who u r...
it's not an easy situation for me...
as there's always a better way to solve every probs.
esp when u guys r not just anybody to me..u guys mean a lot to me.
n yes u guys totally r not deserve to be hurt and be humiliate like dis.
dat is wut happen when anger control urself.
u cant think straight...u cant react appropriately and u think by rebel everyone will understand u better.
yes they knew u r angry but at the same time u hurt alot of heart.
and i have to admit i am so depress and so upset by my own reaction.
it takes me days to calm myself but still i cant calm until now.
n guess wut? all the anger gone just like dat...
yes i got the peace that i want...
but y i keep on feel guilty...
it's not suppose to end like dis...
n i noe u guys wont easily forgive me just like dat...
i believe the pain wont heal dat soon...
i hope dat one day our relationship can get back to those days...
at dis point i just want to explain dat im not dat kind of 'lupa daratan','gila pangkat','gila
harta' or wuteva u guys have been cursed me for...
i am truly sory for my harsh words and reaction that hurt u guys alot...
there shudnt be any quarrels at da first place. it just we should respect each other better.
again..
SORRY...